~Complicated Feeling~

Date : 24/7/2008 (Thursday)
Time : 12:21am
Mood : Sad + Pain
Topic : Understood......



Aww...My BLOG seem like let me leaving behind. Sorry ya my lovely blog~


Em..I'm quite busy recently till not much time sit in front of computer. I realised that ...I only update my blog when i was not feeling good. Haha.. A lot a lot of feeling wanna to release out but dunno how to start it.



前几天，我了解到他那隔着皮肉的内心世界。

原来，这些都得赔上代价。。。

我的心像玻璃着地似的碎了一地都是。。。

分别是，玻璃它不会疼痛;

但，我血肉的心却在颤斗。。。



我了解到，

“女朋友”在他心里 并不是一切，

（这并不是一件坏事，但可悲的是。。。）

出现在他生命里，我，显得有点多余，

一个多余的人，在妨碍他哪25小时一天的大忙人。。。



我懂了，我知道了。。。

原来，我所做的一切，对他而言都是平凡不过的事情。。。

“普通”，“平凡”，“没什么特别”。。。

等等等等的字眼犹如一把把锋利的匕首往我心里刺。。。

心在嘶地里呐喊，喊出它哪痛的感觉；

喊着喊着，我哪脆弱的心灵原来早已躺在血泊之中。。。



几天又过去了，原以为脆弱的心灵被免疫力治好了，

谁知道。。。

匕首拔了出来，痛楚演变成伤口。。。

而伤口渐渐成了伤痕，如今伤痕已变成了烙印。。。



我真的以为。。。我天真得以为。。。

一切都会很好，一切都会回到从前。。。

但，我办不到！

不是，是我的“心”办不到！



古语说：“绕梁三日”。

意义是，歌声动听地仿佛一直缠在耳边久久未能散去。

现在我的状况就如古时的“绕梁三日”。。。

心痛的句子，一遍又一遍的重复着。。。

心疼。。。心痛。。。心碎。。。

很想哭。。。很想哭。。。心很痛，却在压抑自己。。。


**********************我是翠芬**********************

~ 512 Earthquake = 地震 ~

日期 : 20/5/2008 (星期二)
时间 : 下午2:22
心情 : 悲伤+同情
主题 : 512地震


512地震唤醒了我的人生观...

昨晚,大概十一点左右,我家这安全亮了红灯.
昨晚的场面真叫人叹为观止,全部居民都往楼下跑,
警察还纷纷到场,并且作报告叫我们逃命.

当时的我并没有意识到危机的存在,
只是心中浮现出对人生的价值观...

人生?
"人生"很自然地,接着就是"?".
512地震,多少人丧失了家园?
512地震,多少家庭破碎了?
512地震,多少人丧失了至亲?
512地震,多少人由完美变去残缺不全?

这些多多少少的人,他们能向谁诉苦?
谁能明白他们内心的伤痛?
谁又能治疗他们受创的心灵?

他们除了能默默地接受以外,他们还能做什么?

四川的灾民们,请记住,你们并不孤单!
你们背后有千千万万的人民在为你们祈祷,
我们在为你们默默地献上祝福...
请你们要勇敢,
请你们要坚强!

因为上天的嫉妒,
所以灾难一次又一次地降临于中国,
请你们用心渡过难关,
接下来的路将会是光明无阻!

我把我的爱散播在这,
衷心地用心祝福灾民,
更用心地爱你们,
好让你们感觉人间有爱.
我爱你们!

~ What is "MARRIAGE" to you ???~

Date : 15/5/2008 (Tuesday)
Time : 4:09pm
Mood : Peace
Topic : Marriage Proposal


"Marriage Proposal". What you think about it ?Lately ,i viewed a blog which is Kennysia's blog (famous blogger) and i saw a marriage propose from a guy named Gavin to his girl friend-Fiona.It was so sweet and warm. The important is the girl said "Yes".

Then just now I went to youtube and watched some about marriage proposal's video that was really creative idea and romance. In my opinion, girls are UN-rational human being and easy touch by .If you asked me , what things can make you feel touching ?Em..I will keep silent. Because , it just can be anything or everything. I can just marriage because I touched by him (of course I love him). Sound so silly but it's me .

"Marriage" for someone it's may a most happiness things ever in the world. But for somebody it may a death way. The term "marriage" ,what does it mean? Happy ? Dying ? Ha ha..It can be various of answer. When i gonna get marriage ? Although I'm still young but i can answer in this way...I would marriage a guy who can touched my heart and tell me what is meant by "forever".


Think about it ,what is "MARRIAGE" to you ???

~My Blog Born~

Date :11/5/2008 (Sunday)
Time :3:40am
Mood :Excited gonna to have my own blog but tired ZzzZzZzz !

Congratulation to myself ! My 1st blog born at here ! Hoped that this is not my 1st and last page. My motivation to write this blog it's because yesterday 10/5/2008 (Saturday) had happened a unforgettable matter and this matter make me feel so grieved and guilty. I'm just too "clever" and make someone suffering for few hours. I can see the pain through his face, feel the hot through his skin .I'm so not willing to see him in painful. I'm so sorry ,my dear.

Another things , justnow i search for Kenji's song, named "Qian Qian Qian Shou"(means hold hands) in youtube. That's really a nice mv and i feel touched. Here the link welcome to have a look (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z6yn-5zGSHo). It may remind you the pure meaning of a simple action-hold hands. People ,maybe your step is faster than others. Now is your time to slow down and look at your back and see how many things you've left behind.

P/s : There will always have someone walk behind you.